suddenly feel like blogging.. today is monday, and many bad n unhappiness matters.. suddenly my family suggest to go bintan during this coming weekend.. cheap n enjoyable over there i guess? should or should not?! haix.. damn sad la.. wat am i?! fren to u all, best fren to u all, many years very best fren to u all?! im really confused at times.. i think alot.. or am i juz a money tree to u all.. if yes, juz simply FUCK OFF! thank you.

ok thats bad.. n sound so vuglar.. but still, if i dun hav any answers to my thoughts, i will still think tat way though.. argh! #$%^ today pon-ed sch for the first lesson.. juz went to sch for like 2hours?! hahahahas... went cck in the morning though.. second week of sch reopen and i pon-ed.. tats really bad, but i wanna use my common phrase, "bo bian, jam ma" lol.. and really jammed like hell can.. not my fault ok, coz im sway.. hahas then pull ruby in the hot soup too.. ended up she landed to sch like one hour late for class? so i decided not to go for the lecture lesson coz i will be like wasting my time travelling there n be late for one hour..

anyway, hmm its all misunderstanding among each other ok? pls cool down everyone n think abt it.. is it worth it for coming to sch wif a not happy mood? i dun think i like to see the thunder and storm too.. if really there's a need, talk things out in a calm n chill manner.. its no gd to spoil our friendship just like tat correct.. pls re-think back the times when we had happy times in sch tgt for the past 2yrs.. =) sunshine will always be back again, i guess..

chatt-ed wif dear juz now.. went to career fair ytd at suntec wif him.. was like wondering shld i sign on prisoner officer? lol.. the pay is quite attractive for me.. n dear shld noe i've been interested in that career and i finally went to ask abt the info ytd.. but its like 22weeks of booking in and out ONLY during the weekends.. im still deciding, since there is still one more yr to go b4 i graduate.. my future path is still so dim, i still cant see any light which path shld i go or take wisely for my career.. but one thing for sure that i noe is to, cherish my beloved boyfriend and my beloved family and my two uncles who cook for my lunch every holidays! =D


They are like RAINBOW of my life.