finally weekends.. =) yea..

going out later.. might go to city hall.. to feel the F1 event..
tis week popular topics are F1 and the milk made in china.. lol..

didnt really blog for a week.. this whole week nothing much except monday, thurs and fri.. & for the rest of the weekdays, i went home after work.. no life..

he went sailing.. this whole week didnt get to see him at all..

well, i think im used to it..

ytd, met my daddy for dinner at thomson there.. had prata.. =) didnt drive coz i didnt bring my plate.. argh!@@#$$ hahahaha...

thurs & wed met up wif my sec sch frenz.. had simple dinner after work..

monday- volley at bishan, dinner and hme sweet hme.. =)

suddenly, u and ur caring lingers my mind
so sweet yet nothing means to u..

Sunday, September 21, 2008

i hav a dream..
a fantasy..
to help me through..
in reality..
and my destination..
makes it worth a while..
wishing through the darkness..
i believe in angels..
something good in everything i see..

attachment's is so boring now..
i miss sch life..
i miss long bus ride journeys..
& definitely i miss 10am lessons in the past..

now, 8.30am to 5.30pm
wat a office life..

if only a relationship no need to face soo many external obstacles,
it then can be lasting and happiness..
now me n him, decided to be tgt..
time is all he need..
maybe i should jus giv him more time to see how things goes..
=)

enrolling bike license soon le =Dd

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

haix.. its really super tiring.. to face this type of problems..

we having a hard time.. as in hard time to solve our problems..

sigh..

i had a hard time guessing wat is her next move.. fuck man!

y not jus lock her up in the mental.. im super sick and tiring of she coming to disturb my life..

threatening.. damn it! i really got no patience to guess her bloody next move..

dear im so fear of being together wif u.. especially hav to face ur this type of mother.. =((

can we jus, erm... u know.. i think nobody will jus can tolerate ur .... yah... u get wat i mean..

sigh, sigh, sigh..

maybe i shall say it here first, b4 anything happens...

my dear family and frenz, if one day i were to die on the streets, u should know who to look for.. yah.. so pls prepare for the worst.. and family members, PLS HATE HER FOR LIFE AND DO NOT DO ANYTHING TO HER AS I WAN HER TO LIVE IN GUILT!

thanks..

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Friday, September 12, 2008

blah..

im on mc again..

very sick... the feeling of being sick is not gd at all..

no bubble tea, no fried chicken wings..

the awful medicines and cough syrup.. =((

going to slp soon.. the medicine is taking its effect alr..

dinner at hot pot later at tiong bahru.. hopefully my daddy let me drive to there, but i dunno the way.. ahhahas..

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

should or should not? will i regret any decision i made?

haix..

so many problems we r facing.. making my heart to hav a strain of even loving u more.. =(

today having chinese lesson again.. lol..

well, met up to hav dinner at yishun chong pang.. had my chicken terryaki jap rice..
im like super sick.. bus ride home again.. =)

oh yah, i've been mc.. for like two days im spending at hme sleeping wif those drowziness medicine.. =(( and yet i haven recover.. tml shall i go to work?! my supervisor jus worried that i might spread germs to others.. zzz.. but if i dun go work, will she thinks that i not interested...

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

haix.. watched a movie ytd, guess its the last movie wif him.. the story is saying that tis girl's fiancée passed away thats y they broke up.. instead, mine is the other way round.. broke up not becoz we dun love each other but no other way out.. ='( yup tats the end.. super looking forward to oct 2nd coz its our 2nd yr anniversary.. guess not le ba.. anyone wanna date me out on oct 2nd? i really need someone to date me out on that day ok..

looking forward for him to be back, but things turn out to be like tis.. i'd rather dun wan him to be back.. ='( someone pls hug me and tell me that it will be alright for me?.. time will heal ba.. yrs.. and yrs.. or maybe tml i wake up and i will jus forget everything =) yup i hope so k.. today im on mc, super sick.. i was shocked as he brought liang cha and porridge waiting for me at my house downstairs.. i know u mus be feeling damn heart broken as i said y u wanna come.. but actually i was feeling the sweetest girl in the world.. how much i love him, his mother can never know.. i appreciate it, really.. thanks alot..


take good care of yourself, if we r meant to be, we will..
wo zhen de bu she de..
i'll wait for u, no matter wat..
i love you..

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Sunday, September 07, 2008

yea~ finally he's back.. hmm, guess everything he has to be mature le, coz many things for him to settle.. fri - he went to my company building to fetch me =) when i first saw him, i giv him a tight hug man.. really miss him damn lots.. hahaha.. then we slowly walked to expo to shop at the john little mega sale! gd thing is that i get to shop at those mega sale or roadshow when im attached there, coz lunch time oso can go there shopping.. bought lots of food there.. went to city hall while we had our dinner at our usual restaurant and shopped, esplanade.. chatted alot alot alot.. the happenings of our 3months and show me his photos of different countries they went and giv me all the things he bought for me at the various countries.

ytd, me and dear didnt join fen and des as well as lotte for shopping coz we left house too late and i need to acc him to toa payhoh to settle some stuffs .. so i noe my girls will understand and love me de right.., hahahahas.. well, so as plans goes, we went to tpy ard noon then had our late lunch then we proceed to bishan to see derrick hoh.. hahaha.. he thinks that im siao, and said "where got gf bring her own bf to see other guys" lol.. alright alright but no complains he help me take photo coz he's tall enuff, unlike me so short =( after which, evening time we went off to orchard to get his watch changed as i didnt check properly when i buy for him as present for his 21st bday.. and i saw eddie! haha.. a green man walked pass me without i knowing.. well, great to see u eddie! lol..

met up wif su juan at yishun mac ard 10pm plus and chatted all the way to 12am plus.. zzz we hav many things to chat man.. hahahaha...

saw beesim, wen, hsiao while they were working and im shopping.. zzz i felt so broke without working.. im jus depending on a 400 bucks per month..

PS: shufen arh!!! so nice la ur sis.. see her can get 200bucks to go shopping.. hahaha.. yah and des is so sweet to pei ni go girl shop.. hahaha.. see u all soon kk.. miss ya all!~ =)

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

Yah, if u were the one who did it, I feel very disappointed, but if u did it out of jealousy, think I feel super sad for you. Like what I’ve always said, dun criticize other people until you look into the mirror yourself. If u’re the one, think about my words. Oh yah if you r the yucks or whatever shit and timid nick u give yourself, I guess u’ve got SUPER BIG breast and SUPER GOOD figure eh. Why not join the latest F1 job scope to be a ferrai show girl then? Lol. Dun shame urself around. It might scare people off =) hahahaha..

Yesterday after work, I meet up with my elder sister at bugis to accompany her to buy her friend’s birthday gift, while waiting for someone to go sim lim tower to get some electronic stuffs for attachment project.

I love hk cuisine restaurant for dinner,
I love the arcade basketball at bugis,
I love the Chinese lesson taught,
I love those bus journeys =)

Oh tml finally is Friday, 05 September =D "pls be reminded that RSS steadfast will be reaching Singapore on tml 9am!! Hahahahahaha… nothing could express my long waiting months without minimal communication between us. And completely no face interaction for like so long. *hugs u tml tightly* =))

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Come on’ jia you dora tan! You can make it de.. im feeling so sleepy right now.. hahahahas.. yay Friday Jackson tan coming hme le.. can finally smack him and whack him.. most importantly not forgetting abuse him!!! Hahahhas.. evil me.. wat a evil gf he has.. lol!

Ytd after work, met up wif er zi to bishan and meet the rest of the sentosa ka ki-s for beach volley ball meeting at bishan north cc.. zzz.. then they drive us home..

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.