i really do miss him. 5 more days for me to get to see him. really looking forward to get to see when he is botak =P hahas... looks like an egg eh.. =P! juz now reached hme from work. in cab, pei pei calculate something for me.. actually its really fate and fortunate to have jackson in my life. the pack of cards really says our love life, frm the start we r frenz, facing obstacles and hestitation. dear got tell me b4 when he called me that night, when he is still in camp, he said, whoever has a stable relationship, after ord can get marry le, provided if nothing goes wrong and financially stable. hahas. hmm, 2 yrs only. i can wait. tats not a problem for me. =) our 7 yrs yue ding. ur brother's 6 yrs waiting for us to drink our wedding dinner and "yum sing" lol. after 2 yrs ur NS, give urself 3yrs for poly, another yr to start off ur career and can prepare le. heex.. see my planning good hor. we will mak it de. im really glad that i went to work coz i get to know a group of frenz, my dear's best bros. they are really nice person. =)

last friday, whole day lesson cancel. wow first time in the two yrs. lol. we went sentosa as class outing. 12 hours out, whole day from morning till evening playing beach ball, frisbee, water. sun tanning and sun burnt till very jia lat. really dun feel like letting other people to look at my face. lol. skin peel off like free of charge.! aahahas. never did i realise that my class people r very ON! =)) only few of them not. maybe coz they r not free ba.. i understand. =) our group gets real close wif eddie and thiam jin's their group. tis week, we still went to hav lunch break together at SIM. really rare that we come together to eat. so fun!.. a class should be like tis de wat.. UNITED is the word.! hahahaas! okok.. i going to sleep le. coz tml still got work.

*i really wanna keep myself busy everyday so that till night time faster come*

Sunday, July 15, 2007

My Mr Botak
i love u

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

='( wa qin ling said correctly. i surely wont think that way when he goes in. went to sch,temple,sch,dinner with his family, supper wif frenz. the moment we get out of car, when he walked me up the stairs and lift, we both drop tears. i really cant bear. i may seem to be very happy and cheerful, but they just now said me "dora ah, how can u still behave like tis when micheal is going in later le" wa then i realised, ya how can i live without him beside me every day of my life to morning call me to sch, eat wif me, send me home, buying things for me, hug me, kiss me, hear me complain, even a simple thing like helping me to pluck apart the wooden chop sticks b4 i eat. yay im crying. 2 weeks! its long for me, without seeing him. shufen said"dun let me see u cry tml", i think i really need u all de tissues tml. ='(

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

so fast.. its already 10th july.. when i woke up in the morning by the help of my dear's morning call, then i realised today 10th july le.. forget to wish rudy all the best in NS.. lol.. but nvm i think he will enjoy being a policeman.. HAHA! the sadest part and cant bear is to see my dear going in too..! 2 more days. =( thurs i will be going wif him coz his mother dun wanna send him off coz scare she cry. but i think i will be the one crying on thurs! ='( i kept telling myself nah nvm its going to be very fast 2 weeks will past. but i juz cant stop to worry for him. how to say tis feeling leh, maybe coz he's posted to navy. In the big sea, nobody will know what will happen.. im really worry for him and bu she de.. how i wish guys wont go ns. hahas. but its impossible coz i understand that they have to undergo this stage of life coz after 2 yrs NS, they will be more mature. the final stage of growing up to be a man! yea.~ so dear, dun be so boy boy le hor.. hahas! i cant wait to see ur botak head man!~ LOL! bleahs.. then next time i shall call u my mr botak. =D

now i realised product design quite fun coz got hands on assignments, sketching and thinking rubbish yet correct creative ideas. HAas.. gpp all go army le, there wont be those that i wish to work with le.. except those aunties whom i will miss them =) waiting for my mr botak to fetch me home from sch and longing for weekends. heex.. so sweet of my frenz helping me to find lok kok handphone w/o camera for him. hahas.. thanks all my dear frens =)

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.