ytd went out wif my dear. he morning left le.. haix feeling so sad and cant bear ytd night when we were at esplanade chatting, our usual place.. but however, ns ma.. bo bian.. and gd for him coz he can get to travel at japan, hawaii, brunei and still got dunno where.. 3 months.. so long yet so short.. okok though like so lonely for the weekends but still got benefits coz i can study for exams ma.. hahas.. so worried for him.. but he promised me he will come back in one piece.. MUST HOR! =) gonna miss him badly man..

monday rps and wed mndt paper.. sian.. holidays i shall find days to go shufen house n play.. haa.. lotte oso wanna go play piano.. i leh? wanna play wif abby.. hahaha.. kids r so cute..

-awaiting for september 6th-

Sunday, May 25, 2008

i thought i could be strong, but i jus couldnt.. the fact that i needed some time to accept and faced the reality is so difficult and terrible for me.. it is tough for me in my life.. nothing had been good for my family in this year.. i felt so heartbroken and i could also feel so terrible and pain in my heart when i saw my family teared. especially my mum, the other time i saw her so sad was when my grandma passed away.. that time i was still so small.. pri sch.. y muz i be a grown up now to witness it.. haix.. i really cant bear..

anyway,thanks guys, for all the concern.. my beloved friends, i love u all.. =) i guess i really need some time to get over it and be my normal self again..


I'll always remember u in my heart always, the love and care u shown to my family and me. i love u, my beloved uncle =)

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

omg.. hahas i really cant imagine it.. i actually pass my tp and got my car license ytd le! first time pass.. quite surprise coz many of the people i heard, take private pract, very hard to pass as those testers will be more strict.. but ok ar.. i think my tester is nice =) exceptional.. and i buy my pink psp slim from zhiting le.. pink pink pink.. cant wait to get the stock from him and he come my house to put games.. can play le for the three months while my dear is away.. hehex.. i super happy can.. ha.. coz i pass le.. but pass oso no use ar.. think back like so funny coz no car to drive.. hopefully my daddy come back from australia, he will lend me his car to drive ba.. if not then gd game le lor.. muz rent when got festivals.. hahas.. but anyway, going jurong to hav the those bday treat.. meeting zt later ba.. tata everyone~

n PS: dear, im gonna miss u very muchhhhyyyy..

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

i really felt very sad, depressed, down and everything i can ever think of is sadness.. maybe i should grow up wif all the regrets and thru all these regrets, i will grow more mature, more understanding, learn how to cherish and treasure more of my closed and loved ones ard me and .... basically to be a better person.. =(( felt like crying, for some reasons.. ='(

i've decided not to go for overseas attachment le, coz of many factors and reasons to consider.. now, my only wish is i am able to pass my coming tp for the first time.. i really need a license badly coz of some reasons.. i really need to do many things b4 this month end wif a car.. not that im materialistic, but somethings i fear.. i really hope and pray hard to god this time.. haix.. wat am i thinking man.. SILLY DORA, PLS DUN DROP TEARS ALRIGHT, STILL HAV TIME...




i love my family, especially my two closest uncles =))
【shinu-hodo-aishiteru】

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.