Tuesday, October 30, 2007
GYM today =)muscles is aching, coz long time never exercise le.. tried out the gym machines for the very first time in sch.. can watch tv too.. i went wif my classmates after IS.. for the past two days, we played board games tgt in the library board game cafe.. fun~so fast, dear is back. he went sailing for 2 days one night only.. still not very long.. i guess for the next few weeks i will be damn bored le.. coz he got many events in his camp.. those events seem fun n exciting.. nvm.. i will guai guai wait for dear each day for his call de.. heex..
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
Monday, October 29, 2007
ytd dear book out jus for few hours then he hav to go back to camp le.. waiting for a whole week, but i can only see him for few hours only.. bo bian coz he got duty.. damn treasure the hours tgt ytd.. kuku him, today he went to sail le.. lol.. dunno is wed or tml wil come back.. but should be tml come back le.. misses misses* jus now return home from sch till now, i still not yet bath! omg! smelly.. lol.. i gotta get some bath soon.. tml gym =) tonight will be a lonely night without his phone calls n msg the dunno how many days =(
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
oh there's something i wanna comment.. i think tat its so common n everyone knows that i hav such a bad temper.. oh ya and by the way, i very long never scold ppl bad words right in front or by the phone.. tats super sad when i scolded it out once in a while.. i dun care wat u will think or not happy abt... it doesnt concern me though.. ya and someone did said $$$$$ out first.. so ridiculous when i told everyone tat becoz of that dunno 20 or 30 dollars which i forgot to return for LAST YR BDAY PRESENT?!?! n yet u all skip my 18th yr old bday.. HA.. now i noe my 18th yr old celebration only worth a 20 dollars.. it shows the significant of me! for goodness sake.. totally cant be bothered man.. oh ya even though shuwen said something got meaning to me, but as wat u said, the story will be different le.. so it make no use how much each gathering to fill up abit.. totally different le.. i jus felt that its really no use when my best fren could fought wif me wif all those kinds of stupid reasons n situations, such as snatching of bfs, getting number and etc. i tot frenz shouldnt be doing all those things.. n that dunno who can jolly well #$%^ off.. i didnt even ask u the word understanding, and u can hear beesim say that i facing my own problems but that problem doesnt affect me either.. its my fren's fren.. lol i think so joker that u could believe that i had my problems.. im jus worrying for them not me.. tats too bad.. Dont tell me who i should be, dont tell me wats right for me, dont tell me wat to do, i dont wanna waste my time.... so juz shut up.. =D
Remember is not to know 100 fren in a day..
is to know a person for 100yrs in ur life.
moving on wif my life happily =) i dun wanna make myself so boiled up, if not got many wrinkles heex..
*tim sum buffet at pennisular hotel on sunday wif my family.. =Dd super happy
*dont we jus look alike, although she's such a pain in my ass at times, coz keep pestering for my password, lol*
*ok, this is my precious, but he's oso part of a reason y he's the second pain in my ass too.. =P!* hahas..
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
argh..! DIAM DIAM DIAM! and i really mean SHUT UP! come n talk to me abt understanding huh!? ok let me teach u all wats understanding, although my eng C6... UNDERSTANDING = putting oneself in ur own shoes. UNDERSTAND?! F*** up! for past few years, if u talking abt understanding, can u all put urself in to my shoes a not... twist words n say right, "if u reply, the next msg she send will ask me wanna go a not".. eh pls la.. im a small kid meh? this kind of sucha nice words i also noe how to say la.. IF IF IF, if i today noe the 4d digits open wat number, i sure next step will straight go buy that number la.. talk cock..
ever since the day which one of u all tot that i will steal her bf behind her back, i had already lost my trust in tis friendship.. trust is so important that u shouldnt be going ard n telling n accusing ur best fren stealing her bf.. n im telling u, inside a real friendship, there is no one will go steal his/her best or close fren's bf.. oh pls.. not as if he's like sooooooOOOOoooo handsome.. for goodness sake la..ever since last time when i realised that my best fren secretly msg my bf when im still wif him, even when he called her "mrs ong".. waHAHAHA.. i think im sucha fool man.. until years then she told me abt tat.. so hurtful to me hur.. thats so GREAT! wow still got.. way b4 when secondary school, telling other ppl saying that "oh this guy got same interest with me and so tang de lai, but nvm i rang ge dora?!" when he n she dun really talk? only like dogs is the common interest? i dun need u to giv me ok when im already wif him in the past..N now.. u r telling me understanding after i had trust so much in u all?! eh everyone out there, muz learn from me, next time all of u all in the world if faced so much unhappiness inside ur heart, muz voice out n say it out at the point of time.. dun be like me, cant take it then burst all out, even its the past.. twisting words ard is ur most favourite hobby in the world man.. tat time go clinic.. msg u alr and u did reply, but telling the whole world that i didnt even msg u at all?! HA HA HA.. wat a joke of all.. carbin,?! i mean cheeze pie arh!On my 18th yrs old, where u all?! dun even bothered to celebrate belated wif me after i came back from bangkok, present? NONE! at least my poly mates gave me surprise, plan wat to buy all these n tat... so wat if years friendship? trust also gone, only disappointments and now, telling me abt understanding.. many ppl said b4 that sweet 16, 18 and 21 yrs old are bdays that are better to celebrate.. so where r u all that time? HA HA HA, y dun for this incident, jus put urself in my shoes, think how would i feel?! seriously speaking since u all always do things without me, y still asking me juz to fork out $$ for present only?DAMN PISS OFF!
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
Monday, October 22, 2007
suddenly feel like blogging.. today is monday, and many bad n unhappiness matters.. suddenly my family suggest to go bintan during this coming weekend.. cheap n enjoyable over there i guess? should or should not?! haix.. damn sad la.. wat am i?! fren to u all, best fren to u all, many years very best fren to u all?! im really confused at times.. i think alot.. or am i juz a money tree to u all.. if yes, juz simply
FUCK OFF! thank you.
ok thats bad.. n sound so vuglar.. but still, if i dun hav any answers to my thoughts, i will still think tat way though.. argh! #$%^ today pon-ed sch for the first lesson.. juz went to sch for like 2hours?! hahahahas... went cck in the morning though.. second week of sch reopen and i pon-ed.. tats really bad, but i wanna use my common phrase, "bo bian, jam ma" lol.. and really jammed like hell can.. not my fault ok, coz im sway.. hahas then pull ruby in the hot soup too.. ended up she landed to sch like one hour late for class? so i decided not to go for the lecture lesson coz i will be like wasting my time travelling there n be late for one hour..
anyway, hmm its all misunderstanding among each other ok? pls cool down everyone n think abt it.. is it worth it for coming to sch wif a not happy mood? i dun think i like to see the thunder and storm too.. if really there's a need, talk things out in a calm n chill manner.. its no gd to spoil our friendship just like tat correct.. pls re-think back the times when we had happy times in sch tgt for the past 2yrs.. =) sunshine will always be back again, i guess..
chatt-ed wif dear juz now.. went to career fair ytd at suntec wif him.. was like wondering shld i sign on prisoner officer? lol.. the pay is quite attractive for me.. n dear shld noe i've been interested in that career and i finally went to ask abt the info ytd.. but its like 22weeks of booking in and out ONLY during the weekends.. im still deciding, since there is still one more yr to go b4 i graduate.. my future path is still so dim, i still cant see any light which path shld i go or take wisely for my career.. but one thing for sure that i noe is to, cherish my
beloved boyfriend and my
beloved family and my
two uncles who cook for my lunch every holidays!
=D They are like RAINBOW of my life.
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
Friday, October 12, 2007
oh yea finally i had reformatted my laptop.. tats really shoick without any virus attacking my msn n internet explorer.. i went sch n they can even repair it coz they said these name of that virus is too strong n harmful le.. so no choice had to reformat it.. but at least im happy abt it.. re-download msn n necessary things.. n im now blogging peacefully.. =D
ok.. now photos session.. hahas.. tat time our one year anniversary.. i sudden hav the urge to eat something which i never ate b4 n found this at takashimaya orchard..
Creppe with ice cream, fruits-strawberry and creammy~ delicious
Ok i made this specially for him, n it turns out not bad.. err in terms of taste not looks ok.. hahas.. come on, its my first time baking cupcake for a person lor..
The process of baking
It is not as easy as u seemed.. i tried 3 times b4 i succeeded.. =)
This is wat dear gave me surprisingly when he brought this present while waiting for me after work..
This is the time when i accompany him to book in on last sunday.
I really dunno y i will love him so much!~ =)
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
HAPPY 1YR ANNIVERSARY!!! =)Finally we've come thus far.. many quarrels, problems we'd faced during this 1 year.. anyway, we still have a long long way to go yea.. we said b4, every christmas celebrate tgt, chinese new yr, valentines day and even our bday.. i wanna celebrate wif u every yr, every now and then.. cherishing the times we spent tgt, and most importantly, cherishing u =D *sweet loves*
; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.
