TIRED! i more TIRED ah..

from last 2 weeks, rushing PRESENTATIONS, REPORTS, TEST, QUIZ!

seriously speaking, i dun even hav time to work part time.. coz many things hav to rush and hand in for sch work.. sianz.. even jackson, i rarely get to meet him le.. tat is why evey meetings i very cherish.. but sometimes, we can only meet once in a week?! and that once a week day is quite short outings?! aiya.. dun meet nvm, as long as got communication can le.. it is a good way to keep up the relationship to maintain and last longer.. tues he meet me up to eat breakfast only then i go sch at 1.. yesterday only meet up for dinner.. my schedule damn packed wif sch work.. luckily my dear very understanding.. WIth all these, i dun even can get time to go out wif my family, let alone my best frenz.. there's one friday they asked me out last min, when my mum one week ago say very long never go shopping then friday take the opportunity i hav nothings on then i agreed to go wif them ma.. not i dun wanna go out and not purposely finding excuses not to go out wif u all, then like tat say im busy.. BUT its ture.. hope u all understand it..

wa finally 1st semester of 2nd yr.. this whole week got 3 tests.. and these 3 tests are modules im sleeping in their lecture and not listening.. lol.. now struggling for tml's test.. presentation for innovative tml, report due for quality manual tml! everythings tml.. today i oso dun dare to go out.. so many things to study and do.. haiz.. next tues got 2 papers - maths and marketing.. ahh,its really killing me.. but hav to endure to get the cert and a career.. ENDURE! i'll get a good reap at the end of my 3 yrs course de.. "cheer up dora" hahas.. alright i shall hav my dinner le..

oh ya july 12th coming.. muz get ready to get ready the stuffs for dear's NS! hahas... im gonna miss u and will not anyhow run de.. dun worry.. =)

Monday, May 21, 2007

DUMB! YES IM DUMB!

how i wished i could be more prettier and the world's most beautiful lady... how i wished i can hav a uglier bf... how i wished i can juz leave life without any quarrels or jealousy... hate life.. haiz.. i muz be not pretty enough, not good enough, not attractive enough to be ur gal.. thats y.. bloody hell!!

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

haix sch started for 4th week le.. tired le.. leg hurts.. fell when playign floorball.. hahas.. during those matches not pain at all after fall de.. but got the aftermath.. my muscles at my thigh there aching terribly.. suddenly feel very sad.. probably im having mood swing..

really missed childhood days.. seeing small kids, shufen niece, i feel that baby and children is the most xin fu period of time in the lifetime.. i these few days keep thinking, y cant i just dun grow up.. remain my life at the age of 10 yrs old or even smaller..reality to be faced is tough.. =( monday got maths test, next next monday got DOE test, projects to be handed in r coming soon... all these, make me realised that facing the reality is important coz i tot im still living in the time where sch just started and still at week 1.. hahas.. tml im working.. sat? i dunno.. sun mother's day.. many many events.. very packed.. my dear leh.. going ns soon le july 12.. c'mon its just 2 weeks that my mindset is telling me.. but his is navy.. feeling happy for him, but heard alot bad things abt navy.. it really test our preservance and our love.. able to withstand the time that we are apart a not.. i really dunno wat our future will be like.. i only noe my future with him de every morning get to see him is never fading.. =) so fast 7th month had past.. our one yr he will be in camp.. i think of it, damn sad.. but nvm ba.. ns, is every guy have to undergo.. i shall continue to work hard for my studies.. My goal!

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Friday, May 04, 2007

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.