what can i say, when words cant make it better?
what do i do,
when i cant forgive myself for what ive done?
where can i go when memories are tearin' me apart
how can sorry ever mend a broken heart?


how can i hope, when everything is hopeless?
why do i try, when nothing i can do will bring you back
why do i dry, my crying eyes when i know the tears will start?
how can sorry ever mend a broken heart?


you only ever treated me so kind
must of been stupid outta my mind
to believe ur words one to many times


where can i go when memories are tearin me apart
how can sorry ever mend a broken heart?


how can i have messed it up so bad?
thrown away everything we had
looked in the mirror dont know who i am


what can i say when words cant make it better
what do i do when i cant forgive myself for what ive done?
where can i go when memories are tearin' me apart
how can sorry ever mend a broken heart?

why do i dry, my crying eyes when i know the tears will start?
how can sorry ever mend a broken heart?


this song really explains it all
i really dunno wat to say,
but read the lyrics and understand my feelings.
maybe it doesnt matter to u anymore,
but im sure believe time will heal myself.
i will change my blog when i really can put u down.
dun worry, i wont ever nag at u le.
how can all our ups and downs had jus gone down to waste.
3yrs jus flew away..
its not short u noe..

all the happy moments, sad moments,
*from cycling to singapore flyers to esplanade,
to swimming times to our food hunting session,
to sentosa to queueing of donuts,
*eat market food when we r poor, eat good food when we get our salary.
*i tried all means to learn the recipe of baking cakes,
i put all my effort to bake a cake during our one yr anniversary,
save and shrimp to get u a watch during our 2 yr anniversary.
*how many anniversary, christmas, birthdays which we had celebrated tgt?
*how u wipe my tears for me
*how u hug me when im down
*how u be wif me when i feel sad
*how u go beach wif me when i feel like going
*how u protect me when other ppl bully me in gpp
*how u piggyback me
*how this blog filled with so much of our happenings

sigh..

U tell me b4, navy...
if ur gf can stick to you till u ord,
u all can get marry..
ur future is there..
and can be stable..
im really naive.
when its actually u who had given up on me.
instead of cherish me.
ur msges, ur words are all lies.

i hate my handphone,
why dont u jus help me to delete all the msges in my k750i when u r using it?!
maybe u jus delete it and i wont be so upset now,
to read ur promises u given me from the start,
and our future down the road,
you said u will be wif me,
although u go sailing, we r apart, but our hearts is not apart.
yet u can lie to me one after another.
behind my back to be so close wif this thai girl when u noe her thru sailing.
how can u actually take photo wif her?!
and not only that, thru the photo, it can tells it all,
how close u two can be..
if normal stranger and friend, photo taken is not so close tgt.
im really shocked and dunno what to do when i saw that.
i teared and almost went crazy.
OUR HEARTS ARE NOT APART?!
ITS ALL RUBBISH!

can u imagine how heartless u are?!
i as a gf patiently awaiting u to come back each time u went sailing,
go thru everything myself.
i didnt even flirt other guys or strangers.

u treated me so unfair.
u didnt even think of my feelings b4 u act.
u didnt understand me.
u didnt even put myself into ur shoes.

i really do cherish our relationship and love u alot.

many ppl say ns will change a guy,
in terms of character and maturity,
but in my eyes, u changed really alot,
u used to treat me real nice and sweet.
how come things will happen till tis way?
u also tell me b4 when u went in ns,
if one day in the future,
u had changed, pls tell u about it and what changes had u made.
even i tell u in time, you had already scolded me.
so how do u giv me an opportunity
to tell u and explain to u even simple things?

='(

how come wen jie they all so faithful to gf?
how come u cant?
how come u need to make friends with other strangers?
how come u jus thought of me?
how come u have me already still not enough?

i really chim xin already.
u broke my trust for u once and again.
u make me even fear more.
i really thought u r a nice guy.
but u prove me wrong.

cajevol-evryday.blogspot.com,
i will remove away one day down the road,
when i've forgotten about u..
its useless to even leave this blog name here.
this blog name which u had asked me to set up,
love.jac-evryday
i wont be so foolish le..
nothing ever worth for me to remember when u r wang en fu yi

thanks for teaching me so much things
keep reminding me not to get bully,
but ended up its u who bully me wif tears flow.