tml going out wif lotte, glenn and jk..

dunno where they going to head to.
but i noe i have to get prepare b4 2.30pm,
then fetch jk
& evening will b meeting lotte.


valentine's day on coming saturday.
i'm so looking forward each yr,
but tis yr kinda not looking forward to.
too many things happen le..
haix..

i really dun understand..
having a me, he does not satisfy.
my good i treat him, he does not appreciate.


last yr attachment,
i was telling my supervisor that,
he is going to sail to thailand on Jan 09'
she loves to teach me things in life,
finding a bf,
the criteria and
marriage..
she told me this: "he going thailand, u mus really be careful of him, guy will usually go there and find girl, especially if the company he mix wif are those experience in it"


i was scared,
but i told myself to hav confidence in him.
sigh~
in the end this is wat i get.


i jus cant stop staring at the bloody hell photo.
it really makes me mad.
it jus spoil all my mood.

sorry for grumbling here,
coz this is the only place which i can pour all out.

i feel sad when after i read Frankie's blog,
and yah,
U started off my yr 2009 wif an unpleasant one,
a bad chinese new yr u given to me,

i used to be very happy,
coz he sail so many countries,
he can get lots of things for me in different countries,
but i really dont expect he brought this another girl back to spore.
ARGH!


I NEED HONESTY!
I NEED THE TRUTH!


I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!
I HATE IT!

LISTEN UP: "I REALLY DO HATE THIS!"

bad things do really happen.
pls do not trust ur guy too easily.
pls head my advice.


*i really do need my slp
*when will the nightmare disappear?
*when will the sight of the photo can fcuk off in my brain
*when will i forgive u?
*when will i ever hav the trust in u back
*i need to stop all my endless nights
*how can our relationship be last?


='( hais..
Can somebody hug me and tell me everything's gonna be fine?