happy cny everyone~ :)

reunion dinner with family jus now..
dear came to join us..
i jus realised something...
one time is a lesson learnt,
second time is a habit,
third time is bo bian,
fourth time will be xi guan,
fifth time is no hope,
sixth time is wu yao ke jiu le..

i understand the lesson learnt,
Once bitten, Twice shy,
Third time is to take cautious,
Fourth is non-forgivable..

i'm so disappointed..
the start of cny had already allow me to lose trust in u le.
never knew u've changed..
i cant bring myself to trust you easily le.
i tot the second time you told me that,
you wanna be honest with me thats y you told me the truth.
but yet, indeed what i'd guess is correctly.
you covered up somethings but tell me some truth.
sigh~

nice one :)
truly i thank you.
for being so dishonest to me.
i know whatever i nag or say to you,
you treat it as er bian feng.
i dun need and bother to comment anything le.

you can feel it,
you know it can le..

i feel my position in you.
a little tiny place,
which you even bother to be honest with me.

can i ask all the guys,
is it so difficult to have the little honesty between a relationship?
there are some of my guy friends who told me this b4..
"you must have at least some mutal understanding and trust in your guy"
but pls tell me how am i going to have it,
when in the first place you guy disappoint me
and broke the even last trust i have in you?