='( i dunno wats happening between both of us.. maybe im really tired... tired of all the concern, advises, tired of jus nagging and reminding him.. argh! our future so far apart, but i wanna it to happen.. but how?! wif so many obstacles and disagreements i had and he is taking his future too lightly... totally hav no idea wat to do next.. i guess he hadn't been thinking abt it ba.. im feeling so upseh and angry and some hatred too.. i cant face this kind of background i will be undergoing wif him... im not that strong after all.. =(( someone pls enlighten me ba..

today had fun.. went out. i finally drove my daddy's car but so disappointed, very lan my driving skills.. my dad and my sis say "i wonder y u will pass.." never practise... wth is like when i no car and how do i practice?! grr.. rubbish man.. then dinner at chong pang again, which same as wat i ate ytd.. then had midnight movie wif my sis and now jus back home.. so super late, super super tired and sleepy.. hp batt flat and couldnt receive or sms from 8pm onwards.. -.-" and now waiting for .......... ok i go slpp le.. nights everyone =)